Day 4- A habit you wish you didn't have.
Let's see... I would have to say that my absolute worst habit is that I push people away.
I have some amazing friends that I'm very close to and I can tell anything to. I know that good or bad they will always have my best interests at heart and will tell me the truth even if I don't want to hear it. They call me on my bullshit and humble me in ways I can't even explain. They share in my joys and are my strength in my trials. EVERYONE should have people like this in their life. I'm thankful that I have it.
In the last few years I've noticed a pattern. I meet really great people, become really good friends then as soon as something happens and I have a moment where I'm vulnerable I push them away. I HATE that I do this. I don't even really know why I do it? It's like I get embarrassed or something. It's not fair that I do this. I'm know that I'm hurting myself by doing this but I'm also hurting the person who's helping me.
This horrible habit is something that I'm working on. Life should always be an exercise in constant self improvement. This area of my life is definitely something I'd like to improve.
Happy Monday, thanks for reading :)
Were we separated at birth? I miss you and it really touched me to read this.
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